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One of the few thing's that I sort of achieve was to keep pushing forward even though that the odd's are sometimes against me, What keeps me from going and pushing well, every time that I look at the future I've imagine to myself that where would I be, that scare's me to think that I would be somewhere that I don't want to be at, that's just me thinking a little bit hard on myself, I'm pretty shear that there's a lot of opportunities in the future that I would want to be in, but if it's the paradise that I always seek for, then there's something to live for, I have to see it in my own eye's and if I die not seeing it, well I'll have a biggest grudge on myself for not seeing it and the options I gave myself for not be able to see it.